Wicked Headache

Today has been a cocktail of emotions and stress, but all in all it got better when i got home.

I worked a 9 hour shift because another co-worker called in. I'm not complaining about that, but actually the headache that hit me around 730 is more complaint worthy-

This headache was something that i have not felt, ever. I belive. Elevating my head up and down made my brain feel like it was a little toy boat floating in a sink filled with water, knocking the sides with every movement. Migraine is what i had assumed it was, but when i was able to start my drive home, i sat down, and felt even more dizzy, but after 5-10 minutes i felt well enough to drive.

This is what was weird about all of it-

While driving, no music was pleasing to me so i drove in complete silence. While doing this, my mind kept moving. By moving i mean thinking about things that i never think of. I was seeing mathematical formulas in my mind, and some solving themselves. Money things, stocks, investments, scientific formulas writing themselves, and other things that cant even be put into words- It was just 25 minutes of a mind-jumble. Every thing that i know, and some things i didnt realize i did know, flashed in my mind to where i could see them. almost like a review of some sort.

My biggest questions are: What was my mind doing? Was the pain that intense that it felt it necessary to "back up the drive" just incase of a melt down? Did i gain knowledge, through the pain? Was that its purpose? How is it that i know what i know without learning it? Through Migraines? What if these intense pains are causing my mind to pick up on other peoples brain waves and learn subconsciously what they are thinking about or know already? What if every migraine is like that? When we get them, we lock ourselves away, limiting contact to minimum, picking up little brain patterns. What if that is true? learning through others brain waves? Like edward Nigma's "box" in batman forever? Then again, it could just be nothiing. With my luck, thats exactly what it was. nothing.

Any way, my family made me feel welcome home, with some supper and hugs, kisses and smiles. 4 Advil, 2 chicken nuggets, a damp cloth and 2 hour nap knocked out the ache, and now, i cant shut up or go back to bed. :)

I love my little family, and its only getting bigger and beter. With out them, i would have no purpose, like the hero with no villain, or vice versa.