For years i have been busting my but in fast food, and nothing to show for it. Income tax is the only time i can worry less and can be a little relaxed. I was looking forward to being a little selfish this year, because of all i do for my family, and ask for nothing in return. The wife had the idea of me taking a part of the income, and spend it on my self on whatever i want. I was looking forward to this, untill i saw how much we were getting, and then started to deduct bills in my head. That nice number dropped fast to a small chunk. I was wanting to be a little selfish, because i feel i earned that and more. But when it comes to getting things for our new family member, and how much it costs, my heart sinks to the floor. I want to treat myself to a few things, and be a little selfish with my money, but i dont want to be greedy.
I feel i deserve more than im getting in some areas. Like my job, i can only work 3 days, and i still dont make enough to cover rent, much less gas to get there and to class.
The last thing i bought for myself was body wash. the time before that was shoes i needed for work. I think i should be allowed to be a little selfish for once. Not greedy, just selfish. And even with me being selfish, i still take into consideration of my wife and child, and what they would want. I have a list of things that i need, and things i want. First thing im getting, is socks. All mine i have now have holes in them.
Man, I really wish I could help. I feel for you man and hope nothing but the best for you. I love you man. Let me know If I can help in some way.
ReplyDeleteThanks cuz. Just being here reading to me complaining is nice. I love you to, dude. Thanks for sticking around my crazy ass! :)
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